life

life update | going with the flow, changing my degree and feeling happier.

September 14, 2018

hey there,
Welcome back to the blog! 

I have missed posting but truthfully have had no drive to write as I had no idea of what direction this blog was taking and that stressed me out. I have taken some time away to think and reflect on me and my direction, and my blog and its direction. It has been a confusing few months, filled with uncertainty of who I am as a person and where I am aiming to go in my life. I think it's pretty normal at my age to be confused about your path and your 'purpose', nonetheless, it is still very difficult. I am someone who likes a plan and a structure, and I have slowly come to realise how life is something that cannot really be planned out. I mean, we can have hopes, dreams, and targets, but nobody knows how their life will turn out. This has been a hard pill to swallow but also has somehow made me feel a lot more relaxed about my path. My main concern has been my career path, I have been so conflicted, being inspired by so many vocations. Believe me when I say at some point during these past few months I have wanted to work towards becoming; an actress, a singer, a TV presenter, a full-time blogger, a 'YouTuber', a teacher, a writer, an academic, a business owner, a full-time fitness instructor...and many more things, I'm sure. I know how ridiculous that all sounds, but I get so passionate and excited about things that I want to have a go at it all. Even though I know that it's not really possible. It all made me panic because I didn't know where to focus my energy. I have been thinking so hard about what I am meant to be and how I'm going to get there, that I have forgotten to just go with it a little more, to stop panicking and just embrace life. Because it is so easy to get caught up in stressing about an uncertain future and forget to enjoy and appreciate what you have. 

I thought today I'd write out a little life update post just to begin this new blogging chapter with all the updates of where I am at, and some little personal goals I have set myself.

I have had a busy few months between everything. I finished the first year of my degree which was a magnificent achievement for me. I had a really amazing first year at uni (despite me actually really not enjoying it until the second term) and felt like I really grew as a person and am so much happier as a person since starting my degree. As you may recall, I have been studying a degree in English Literature and Geography, two subjects that have meant a great deal to me for a number of years. Through studying these two subjects I feel like I have learned so much about the world, about history, about culture and so on. It has been truly great. In February, I (reluctantly) started studying a Medieval Literature module (I believe it was fate!), and in a non-dramatic way, it really changed me in several ways. Up until that point, I wasn't exactly happy at University. I didn't think I was good enough and I didn't really feel passionate enough to continue. But, this module left me so inspired after every lecture, I felt truly inspired by my lecturers in the way they taught and empowered us as students. I felt good. I felt like I had found my thing. My passion, my drive. I had role models in the Uni, which is something so important to me. That's when I knew that I had to be studying a single Hons degree in English Literature because although Geography is such a fantastic, enrichening subject, it did not make me feel like English Literature had the ability to make me feel. So, I changed my degree (of course, I had to pass both subjects in year 1 to be able to transfer). I transferred to BA English Literature, and I am so happy I made that choice for myself. A few years back, I'd have done nothing about it, but I made the change and I'm so flipping happy that I did! I have even been considering going down the academic route in the future, as I have such a huge passion for literature (particularly Medieval!)
I think what I have come to realise over the past few months is that I can achieve things when I really put my mind to it.  For example, I re-sat one of my A-level exams in June. I know that sounds ridiculous, but it's something I had to do. I spent a small fortune to get to do it (I had to pay room hire etc.), but I ended up getting the grade I wanted, so it was bloody worth it! I don't give myself enough credit, I am my harshest critic. Whether that be not believing in my potential, not having confidence in my abilities and certainly not being kind about how I look. But, I'm learning. It's odd because I am quite a positive person and always try to lift and encourage others, but I need to start practicing what I preach and do the same for myself, instead of accepting sh*t. I am setting myself the targets of having a little more faith in myself and to start using my voice more. Also, I need to stop putting others on a pedestal above myself, I really have to stop doing that. I am truly excited about life and the future and am ready to go with it a little more. Gratitude is something I try to practice often, and I am truly, truly grateful for the things and people I have in my life. That's all that matters. Also, Strictly is back, so how can I not be happy and grateful?

I am going to start enjoying blogging a little more. I do feel I made it more of a chore than it needed to be. I am going to change it up a little on here. I am going to start posting more about fashion, favourites, and things, whilst also incorporating the advice/lifestyle and fitness posts! I am excited to see where I can take this blog. 
I was lucky enough to visit Italy twice over the Summer. It is my favourite place. Here is me and my wonderful mam in Piazza Tasso, Sorrento x
So, there's a mini update of what has been going on recently.
I'll be back with new posts every weekend. 

thanks for stopping by xxxx

Love always,

Eve

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xxx


happiness

LEADING A HAPPIER LIFE | SOME THOUGHTS & IDEAS

February 01, 2018

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"I am going to be happier" / "I'm going to be more positive" / "I'm going to stress less" these are all things we say A LOT. Things that are really easy to say, but much harder to actually do. It is important, however, to acknowledge that it's brilliant that you've acknowledged the importance of trying to lead a happier life. Mental health is as important as physical health. I am not coming on here acting as if I have all the answers, I don't. I realise that everyone is in a different boat. Your mental health is such a unique thing, and I realise that for some of you, changing your mindset is not simply flicking a switch and that my tips and experiences may be absolutely useless to you. That's ok. That's not a problem. We are all on our own journey. As long as you are taking your own personal actions in order to work on your situation, that is okay.
The intention of today's post is to help you think of some ways to work on being happier. I am on the whole, a very happy person, however, sometimes I find myself feeling overwhelmed by the tasks surrounding me, the expectations I place on myself and just the small little stresses of life. I have made it a task of mine to work on this. I have been thinking long and hard about it. I lead a very good life, I am very lucky. I have a job that I love, a home where I am happy, great family and great friends. I know how fortunate I am, but sometimes the little stresses of life can overcloud that and take away from that. At the end of the day, life is very short. We don't know what is around the corner for us, so why not live in the moment? I have made it my mission to avoid 'sweating the small stuff' and to look around me and just how beautiful life is. I love life, and I'm happy. 

Some ideas and tips...

Scheduling - this makes the world of difference for me. Sitting down and writing down a day-to-day schedule for the week ahead is so helpful to me as it allows for me to remove the schedule from my brain. Having a schedule set down with all of your tasks for the week and noting when you'll complete them is so helpful in de-cluttering your brain and decreasing stress. It gives you structure. I always ensure when I put these together that I only spend a certain few hours completing my tasks, allowing for time for doing things I enjoy, e.g watching Scandal (this is bringing me A LOT of joy atm!), going for a walk, spending time with friends and/or family etc. Knowing that you are going to have downtime each day gives you something to work towards, rather than it feeling like you have to spend hours on end working, this gives you something to look forward to. It's so important to have time off every day. 

Get outside - I cannot emphasise how much I think going outside can make you feel fresher, happier and more relaxed. I get so much joy out of doing something as simple as standing outside with a cup of coffee (coffee is another thing that I LOVE). To be able to hear the birds singing and to feel the breeze on your face is just so lovely. I feel like I am able to really clear my mind when I'm outdoors, it's somewhere I often come up with my best ideas. 

Make time - Stop not doing things you enjoy because you have 'no time'. Oh yes, you DO have time. Find it. You won't regret spending parts of your week doing things that bring you happiness.

Move - Sitting at your desk for too long or even just sitting on the sofa doing nothing can make you feel miserable. Get moving - even if that just going to tidy your room (ohhh, yes - remember: tidy environment = tidy/clear mind). 

Think about it - Am I wasting time stressing? Am I worrying about nothing? In the grand scheme of things, is this really worth getting upset over? Get some perspective - think about it. Take action.

Smaller to-do lists - Who else does this... you have 10 things you have to complete in the week, and so for tomorrow's to-do list you put 8/10 of the tasks down...just to get it out the way? When in actual fact, often this is too overwhelming - you don't know where to start and end up getting 10% of what you needed to get done completed. Smaller to-d0 lists (1-2 things that need to be done) are far more realistic and attainable, and you'll probably feel better afterwards because you've achieved what you set out to achieve. 

What brings you joy? - Find something that makes you feel happy. This could be as simple as taking the dog for a walk, watching your favourite tv programme, attending a Zumba class etc. 

Practice positivity - This can be hard, but it's as important as eating healthily and exercising. Be kinder to yourself, give yourself more credit for what you are achieving and try to look at situations in the most positive way possible. 

Appreciate - Think about what you're grateful for. What do you have in your life that brings you joy? Sometimes, we have to take a look around and appreciate what we have and where we are. 

Slow down - Sometimes it can feel like life is moving 100 miles an hour, it's so important to know when it's time to stop. Just stop. Take a break. Life is not about a race. You can't achieve everything at once, it takes time. Give yourself credit for what you have achieved and the places you've reached. Sometimes you need to just take time off to just breathe, to rest and to let it all sink in.

And, there you go. Those are some of the things that I think about and they help me to lead a happy life (of course, we all have our off days where we need get the emotions and worries out, and we all face challenges in our lives that seem impossible - it is fine to be upset about things, life can be hard and cruel, just know that you shouldn't let it defeat you. If you're struggling, speak to someone).

I hope you liked this post.

Love always,
Eve

Wanna hear more from me? 
I'm on twitter: click here
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xxx

favourites

My TV Binge-Watch List

June 21, 2016

Hi! I'm back!

I lost my blogging groove, but now I'm finally back. I've missed you. I'm sorry I was gone for so long.

Today, I wanted to get back into the groove by posting about one of my favourite topics; TV SERIES', so I can share with you my top picks for favourite TV programmes. Please feel free to comment your favourite shows too.

source: here - I do not own.

1. Orange Is The New Black - Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! This is one of those shows that I thought I'd hate, but watched it to see what all the fuss was about....and man, I love it! I'll be honest, it's not the type of show I'd watch with my parents, but regardless it's brilliant! I am only on season2 (despite starting season one last year and taking a break), but I can see myself getting through this show very quickly.

2. Pretty Little Liars - I have loved PLL for years! It's just brilliant! YOU NEED TO WATCH IT! Despite being slightly disappointed by season 6B, I am so excited for season 7 to start back today!

3. Once Upon A Time - I love this show. I love the idea behind it and how the fairytales/stories all have connections - it's brilliant. Give this show a go (if you want)!

source - here - I do not own.

 4. How To Get Away With Murder - OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. This is the BEST show. THE BEST. WHY?? Reason 1: The storylines. Reason 2: Annalise Keating. Reason 3: The rest of the cast. Reason 4: It just is.

5. The Real Housewives of Cheshire - RHOCheshire and RHOrangeCounty are my guilty pleasures! I have really been getting into the RHOCheshire especially recently. They give me so many laughs...especially Tanya.

6. Friends - .....does this need explaining??

7. Call The Midwife - This show gives me all the warm and fuzzy feels. It's such a lovely BBC drama. I love it.

source - here - I do not own.

8. New Girl - OKAY THIS IS THE BEST SHOW TOO. I feel as if I am best friends with the characters - I have grown to love them so much (plus, I have a major girl crush on Zooey and Hannah, can I look like them??...please??)

There we go! I had so much fun expressing my feelings with regards to TV shows. As you can tell, I am extremely passionate about them!!

Thanks so much for stopping by...

Lots of Love,

      


advice

WELCOME TEENAGERS TO YOUR HUB!

March 22, 2014

HI EVERYONE!

A warm welcome to my blog- 'hub4teens' . It is what it says on the tin or rather on the web address. This blog I have created for your enjoyment. I'm a fellow teenager myself and decided that I wanted to write posts (with my own photos) of things I feel that teenagers need to know or want to know. I will aim to write around one to three posts a week.

TALKTUESDAY: sharing advice or discussing teenage stuff.
FIT4FRIDAY: lifestyle: healthy living- food & fitness
WACKYWEEKEND: posts on random things from reviews to d.i.y's 
{I will try and write at least one from each section every month}

I hope you're looking forward to our blogging adventure just as much as I am & feel free to follow- that would be rather excellent! 

Thank you for reading my first EVER post for this blog! 
See you (or rather write to you) next time!
Take care.